babycakes4ev

why read this incredibly stupid shit...?
2003-09-29 02:32:47 (UTC)

fucking stupid shit

mood: crappy and depressed but nobody seems to fucking care
theme song: "trouble breathing"-alkaline trio

** u told me that u wanna die i said ive been there myself
more than a few times**
so yea im like really depressed and shit and i feel like i
dont have anyone there for me...like i dont think that
even jessica is there for me..like everytime i try and
talk to her about something thats bothering me she turns
it around to something about her about how shit is so bad
for her and how shes on all this crazy medication and shit
well im sorry but i oculd be too but i refuse to take it
b/c i want to get better on my own and not always like
live on meds. jessica says shit is so hard for her and
shes so stressed out..i dont see how considering she is
rarelly at school and like all she has besides that is
work...im so fucking stressed out about school rite now i
cant handle it i really just want shit to be over i
sometimes get so sad that i just want to like die..i think
im past the whole killing myself stage but i still think
about it...i just dont know i feel so alone i like need
someone there i am so empty feeling...i feel like when me
and q broke up he took like me..everything that made me
happy and me being depressed isnt really about like q
anymore i dont think i mean it is but its not at the same
time god i cant get out how i feel and trying to write
about it is frustrating me...




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