psychomagnet

sleeptodreamher
2003-09-28 16:05:07 (UTC)

oh my fucking god.

why the FUCK did i even come home

especially why did i wake up fucking early to come home

i walk in the DOOR and shes a bitch. from that moment on.
i was all excited to show her what i bought actual work
clothes for once instead of going to buy work clothes and
getting jeans and tank tops. and i show her my new
sweater. "is that big enough it looks really small is that
a large you know you cant wear medium shirts" FUCK YOU
SHUT THE FUCK UP YES ITS A FUCKING LARGE YES I THINK I
MOTHERFUCKING KNOW WHAT FUCKING SIZE I HAVE TO WEAR BECAUSE
OF THESE FUCKING THINGS THAT I ALREADY FUCKING HATE EVERY
DAY OF MY LIFE FUCK YOU OKAY THEN well look at my really
cool new pants for work, "oh im soo glad you spent money
on -another- pair of brown pants" FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING
BITCH... okay.... "so i came home early so i can ride with
you.. i know you didnt want to ride back alone" even though
i have 5 million fucking things to do today, i'll waste my
entire day if it'll MAKE YOU FUCKING HAPPY AND SHUT THE
FUCK UP "no i REALLY cant handle spending an entire day
with you sorry" ...wow. okay.

then i go for a walk with my puppy and i saw a snake and if
anything in the world makes me absolutely crawly and freak
out and aagghhh its a snake and i came in and shes like
whats your problem??? "i saw a snake" you know you know
how im PETRIFUCKINGFIED OF THEM "theres no snakes out
there. dont think you dont have to walk him this afternoon
just cus youre scared you have to take him out while im
gone dont be ridiculous theres no snakes" what the fuck.
why would i fucking make that up? im so angry now and he
was mean to me too and shes LEAVING TONIGHT FOR THAT
FUCKING THING AAAHHHH i dont want to do ANYTHING i just
want to curl up and forget that im here in this god awful
place with these god awful people




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