lindsay ann

suspension without suspense

we get so far
and then it just starts rewinding
and the same old song
they're playing it again
suspension with suspense
intentions without intent
**

i've had that song in my head for a good while...it's by no
doubt. i think i have that massive dejavu-like feeling
that everything has already happened and certain days will
be lived 50 times before it's all said and done. i guess
being sick again makes me think...cuz i'm always sick..i
don't even mind it, but i've realized that i've gotten used
to having a cold..i've accepted this new normal...and that
freaks me out.

i was typing a fatty entry but there was a power outage at
school so it all got lost. boo. anyway, this week was a
dream. i spent time with everyone i wanted...

monday: chris came over for dinner
tuesday: youth group with a buncha people
wednesday: juniorhighland with marisa..coffee with mal,
meg, and britt like old times. made me happy
thursday: coffee with joe...and we saw ashlee workman,
david stanton, and brian mich.

and i'm in love with "teen girl squad". for serious.