LoveGod

Different Worlds
2003-09-23 19:50:15 (UTC)

Ryan Ryan Ryan

If my life gets any more bizarre...ARGH! I got a letter
from Ryan today. When I read it, all I could think about
was what a load of bull it was. The whole letter was just
overflowing with lies, and they weren't even good lies. He
went through this whole pity party spiel about how his
mom's an alcoholic and he had to quit school even though he
had all As except in algebra. What a load of junk! And
then he went into how he hasn't been able to give his heart
to anyone since me and that every time somebody says that
they love him he breaks up with them and blah blah blah. A
year ago he told Meem that he was getting married. At some
point, he was manager of the carwash. At another point,
the manager of the carwash was going to pay for him to go
to UGA. It's all lies. I didn't realize it so much back
in the day, but he lies all the time. He says that he
wants us to be friends and blah blah blah, but it's a
pretty thinly veiled shot at getting in my pants in my
opinion. Apparently he doesn't realize that the chances of
that are nil. And so now I have a dilemma. I feel like if
I keep writing him I'm sort of leading him on. He acts
like I'm his only friend in the world. Just like always.
I'm not falling into that trap again. I should have
written him back but not given him my address. That was a
mistake. I want to help him, but I don't think now is the
time or that I'm the person to do that. I guess I'll just
have to pray about that.




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