psychomagnet

look for the girl with the broken smile..

this song is awesome, ashleigh told me to download it. cus
it reminded her of me. i love it when people find songs
that remind them of me. i had a lot of trouble getting a
good version of it.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved, she will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
.......................................

She didnt come over.. and raymond beat friends. and that
stupid fucker is sitting online so she cant get on if shes
trying to.

it was really good to see claudia last night.

i have to decide what i want to do next weekend..
Ashleigh's ready to do it! but i dont know what i want...
im not doing my hood right now. i decided that. i might
do my nipple - i really want my lip. but im afraid
ashley's right and i'll hate it and take it out in 2 weeks.

we'll see. i'm going to forget what everyone has to say
about it and make my own decision probably when im there.

that means i'll miss the work party, if i go to tampa.. if
i go friday and stay with ashley.. i'll see.

i hope i see her soon. it was so weird this afternoon i
decided i wanted to call her, but i got voicemail.. so then
like 2 minutes later my phone rings and shes like "i tried
to call you a minute ago but i got voicemail." which means
we both called at the same time. isnt that crazy.

goodnight.