Sarah

I Cry Tears Of Blood
2003-09-20 19:01:42 (UTC)

Sorry...

Sorry I haven't written in a week. I've been hanging out
wiht Brittany and stuff. Going to the gym...Other things
like that. I went Wednesday, and then went to church, so I
wasn't online that whole day.. *sniffs* Then yesterday one
of the wires shorted out in my computer, so my brother
unplugged it and plugged it back in, and then got on the
phone so I couldn't get online. Stupid monkey-butt. Tony
(my ex) came over yesterday for my brother. Guess who he
had with him? Brandon Reddell! Yeah! Erin Budler's
boyfriend. *grins* I hate Erin. Brandon doesn't want to go
out with her anymore, and he says that he doesn't even
like
her barely. He doesn't know why he went back out with her.
So it's cool-like I guess. Except for when Tony, Andy,
Nicoma, Robert, and Sean started talking shit about
me...""shes such a slut....sarahs the biggest whore...you
do shit with her and she calls you every fucking name in
the book and breaks up with you....and then she acts all
sweet and cries over you...and she says shes gunna marry
you...and that she still loves you....and she becomes all
clingy and then when she has you she doesnt want you
anymore...dude, if i was you, id run. shes gunna try and
get you to go out with her...shes so nasty...you fucked
her while you guys were gone huh?...dont lie, we know you
did....shes so nasty....." Gawd that hurt so
much....*cries* I feel like dying. I can't believe they
told Brandon that! Brandon said he didn't believe
them....But I don't know...He didn't hardly talk to me
when they were around, and they started to tease him
because of it. And that made me feel so fucking bad! At
least yesterday was the first time he actually hung out
with them, and they're not really all that good of
friends...But still! Now I bet Brandon won't talk to me
ever! And he's probably going to get sent to Kent with his
twin, Justin, because they're misbehaving, and Kent is
where they're mom's boyfriend lives, and he's hella more
strict than they're mom is...So that's why they may go to
Kent.... Eric and I are like...Over for good. And that's
sad, but it's happy. At least I have freedom and I don't
feel trapped....I don't know if it was for the better
though...*sigh* I've got to go finish everything and call
Brittany and Nikki and Alecia because Scott's coming up
today to visit me, and Nikki and Alecia want to meet
him...So I've got to go do that and get them over here
before he shows up...




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