MsDitzy

My Life According To Me
2003-09-19 05:22:33 (UTC)

girls are mean, lol

This band thing is turning into far bigger a deal then it
should be. i am on 'the list' and i am one step away from
being a 'whore'. these are bad things. can't really
explain it... to make the entry easier, it's a stephanie
thing. i'm gonna be very vague here, and it's on purpose,
so ya know. it's pissing me off that she's mad at me for
this. i shouldn't let her influence my decision, but i
have to. not like she's around anyway... wouldn't make a
diffence at all except she's mean behind your back, lol.
and wednesday morninings. don't get me wrong, i REALLY
wish that it was different. i miss the days when we, like,
you know, had conversations. but then robert came... and
left... and came... and left... and came again, and she's
preoccupied with him, and work, and everything. which i
understand, but this is too much. she hates anyone that
has anything to do with him, and even though she knows that
there is absolutly no way that i would do anything like
what she thinks, she's upset that i'd be around him and
everything, and she wouldn't. and then there's the fact
that i'd be leaving 'our band' that doesn't exist and
chanel and stephy aren't so happy bout that, but the
oppurtunity came up to ACTUALLY play... so i think i might
take it. anyway, i guess i'll find out saturday....

oh, yay, lol, stephanie got her licence, so she's in a good
mood and talking to me now, yippie! lol

"when i'm gone" 3 doors down

"the last castle" even though i've never seen it, lol.
jonathan suggested it.

~*Danielle*~




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