csadler

amanda's getting married...

her boyfriend proposed to her yesterday, which is so
great...but it makes me feel alone :(

our lady peace - 4am (good band, though their earlier stuff
is much better)

walked around my good intentions
and found that there were none
i blamed my father for the wasted years
we hardly talked
never thought i would forget this hate
but a phone call made me realize i'm wrong

and if i don't make it known that
i loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignored because
we're all dumb and jaded
and i hope to god i figure out what's wrong

walked around my room
not thinking, but sinking in this box
i blamed myself for being too much
like somebody else
never thought i would defend this way
then a phone call made me realize i'm wrong

and if i don't make it known that
i loved you all along
just like sunny days that
we ignored because
we're all dumb and jaded
and i hope to god i figure out what's wrong