Natalie

Today For You
2003-09-15 22:36:42 (UTC)

Though I Buy It With A Great Pain.....

Well i finally got what i wanted. I got to go back to
Indiana. though its not what I wanted to come home to. See
3 weeks ago like August 30th i think my dad and sister
finally got to Colorado. Well apparently my oldest Brother
Bruce (20 yrs)had been missin since the 28th and no one had
told us this. So we go out to mcdonalds and Stephanie calls
home and asks Timmy if he knew if Bruce had come home yet
and thats when we found out that Bruce had been hit by a
train and was killed. that just floored me! i mean how
could he be dead? he cant be! So we went down to the police
station to confirm it. the next day we packed up and went
home to indiana. Well we got home the next tuesday at 5 in
the morning and slept for a few hours and got up to start
workin on what needed to be done. My mom and Dad went down
to the police and the funeral home to deal with all that
stuff. We coundnt see his body because they said that his
upper body and head was so messed up that we probley
shouldnt see him. i still wanted to though and it made me
mad that they wouldnt let us. so my mom had him cremated
and we had the service september 4. there was sooooo many
people their! like 300. i felt so bad for my brother's
friend shaun. he just broke down and cryed him and timmy.
thats what unnerved me cuz neither of them cry.
The second night we were on the road comein back my
sistrs friend called her sayin that on the news they said
that someone hit him and threw his body by the tracks to
make it look like an accident. then they decided that didnt
happin. well now we think it does because the bike is not
messed up at all that he got hit on! the wheel is bent and
the handle bars are to far forward. Now you would think
that if you got hit by a train that goes like 70-80 miles
an hour your bike you be pretty skrweed up right? and his
body what like 100 feet from the crossing thingie. his bike
was right neer his body and no one found this kid for 2
days???? and also those people didnt do an autopsy??? kinda
suspisous huh? and thers houses on either side of where his
body is alot of people walk by their and its just busy all
the time....it amazes me that it took police 2 days to find
him!!!! it pisses me off cuz this shit shouldnt have
happend!!! so i dont know if my dad is gonna reopen the
case or not. hed better though! well i guess thats it for
now ill write more in depth later when i have the time




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