Marco Jacksonovic

Crazy What You Could've Had
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2003-09-14 20:11:28 (UTC)

Regrets, I've Had A Few, And Less Of Those I'd Like To Mention....

I'm not happy at the moment, I feel a little empty, a
little melancholic, and of late a little cold about my
legs, but I'm drying after a bath, so one is excusable at
least....

Anyway, I thought I was feeling empty because of a
fundamental emptiness in my life - this is very much the
case, but I don't wish sympathy, I'll soon have things on-
going...just not right now. Things that can fill days so I
don't get to points where they are just wheeling away
against me, like today is now - I don't like it at all,
and I feel a little powerless to stop it, but I know I can
and must do so. If only because I'm almost completely
skint.

Recently, though I've come back into contact with somebody
I thought I'd left in my past. It wasn't an incident that
fills me with any pride, and it left me knowing why girls
all get together with chocolate ice cream and a romcom
when they need to (Oh, to either eat chocolate or ice
cream). I didn't do that, of course, I can't, but I did
sort of mooch around for a while, and still have a bad
taste in my mouth about the whole incident.

Anyway, I've been down because of this, my life feels like
its on hold anyway, and this does nothing to alleviate
this feel...

So what am I saying? I don't know...I just don't know.
Just that I'm not happy and somebody (not me) has
inadvertently caused this...so there you go

WILT? R.E.M. - Everybody Hurts (Edit) off of the single, I
think....


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