RackingMyBrain

*~*SunShine*~*
2003-09-11 00:29:05 (UTC)

I'm waiting to see what happens tonight...

Yesterday I was talking to Kendra and I was telling her
that I was thinking about calling Larry... Later that day I
was on~line just talking to people and Larry signed on. He
told me that he missed talking to me and that the reason he
didn't call is because he lost my number and plus he has
been working... So he asked for my number and wanted to
call me at 8:30 but I asked if he could call me tonight..
and he said that he would.
Plus yesterday I told Charlie that I was fine with what
happened Friday and that I would be fine if nothing else
happened and I would be fine is sometime more did happen.
He was totally surprized that I felt that way... so...
we'll see....
Charlie wants me to go over there tomorrow. Right now I'm
not sure if it is a good idea.. But I'm gunna ask my mom
anyway...
I told Charlie that I talked to Larry and that he was gunna
call me tonight and I think he got kinda mad... The thing
is that Charlie told me that he was gunna call me later and
I was like "well don't be mad if I'm on the phone" and he
was like "Fuck you, I see how it is." But I know that if I
am on the phone with Larry and Charlie calls if I don't get
off the phone and talk to Charlie then he will get hella
mad...
If Larry and I do start talking like we used to then... I
bet you that Charlie will do the whole... "Oh my goodness I
love you so much and I want us to get back together now..."
and if that's not the case then he is gunna wanna meet
Larry and fuck things up... I know he will cuz he even told
me that he would...
Charlie told me that he was hella horny and I was like well
if all that you are looking for is a piece of ass then go
find it somewhere else... He told me that he couldn't and I
asked why and he was like... "remember the deal that we
made... we are seeing each other now" ... But he told me
that he had plan for this weekend but when I asked him what
his plans were he told me that it wasn't any of my
business... That makes me wonder what he is gunna do... But
ya know.. whatever... I've told him many times that the
next move is his...
I kinda wanna just go meet Larry this weekend... just
incase he goes and "fucks up" again.. ya know...
But now I'm just waiting for a phone call...
I'll let ya know what happens if/when Larry calls me...




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