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daisy1614
2003-09-10 01:58:03 (UTC)

life now 1

well, school started, it sucks, jason works now well he's
actually in training that sux too. My first block is
english and my teacher is crazy. He tells us to get the
hell outa that dump, and to burn down the school, and says
F- a lot. Then when he messes up on role, he hits him self
in the head and says speed it up dumb boy. Ugh so weird!
My second block is Child Dev. and it's not too bad nothin
i dont already know You actually learn some interesting
stuff. But this bitch I hate is in my class ugh! 3rd block
is chem. and I dont understand it bu to well. 4th block ha
ha ha ha ha ha now it gets interesting i'm the ONLY GIRL
to take the class. O well. Lately there has been a lot on
my mind. Dana has tonselitus again. Danielle is a freshman
and Dee's car died:( so now we are gonna b fightin over
the same car cuz theres one for sale for 1700 dollars
convertable ... :P I still want the Talon but I heard the
parts are really expensive. So yea. i dunno

A LOT A LOT A LOT has happened jason and ben dont hate
each other now, and they talk and it's ok but then yea
when ben got mad at me and decided to go scream my whole
life to jason got a lil bad so now it seems like jason jus
thinks i dont tel the truth about ne thing and everythign
was goin so good it was hugs n kisses n callin me baby n
everything and now it's like nite and stuff like that
sucks so bad. and what no one understands is how much I
like him. My mother just puts me down about it and is like
in two years you wont even be thinking about Jason Jaso
will not b there he will be off making babies blah blah
blah. Jason hurt u before what makes you think he wont do
it again. Maybe because I believe he wont??? god why d ont
they ever nderstand? jesus just let me love how i wanna
love and love who i wanna love. If it makes me happy
shouldnt they be happy? i mean theres nothing BAD about
liking jason is there? a while ago my family and I got in
a huge fight and my mom said i wish i knew what made you
happy. Truth being just being able to tak to jason once a
day is all i need
and i'm happy with that. But if i told my mom that she'd b
like well that makes me feel good. Yea other things make
me happy but ud ont udnerstand what it's like when jason
ssays hi its like wow someone cares. and ti just sends
this weird feeling through your body and it makes u wanna
cry and get all teary. Anyways... enough about jason.. jus
gonna see what happens and what pops up.
Ben- I dont reallyt alk to ben much anymore but when i do
we actually dont fight as much as we used to and we can
joke with each other and yea i still like him as a friend
la la la and yea jason thinks i like him more but
whatever.
Ron- Ron came back from basic training and he's still him
self... COUGH single, virgin, mopy. What a life. Tho I
must admit, he's more mature. Which is soo nice.
I'm starting to hang out with Deidra a lot more she used
to hate me but she n i get along good. I can talk to her
about a lot of things that i cant talk to dana n danielle
about and stuff like tat.
In child dev. We are studying like teen pregnancy and STDS
and this chick threw up in school sick.
um I went to hershey park on saturday and took dana with
me we had a great time but then 2 days later her mom
apparently said i was not aloud at their house b/c i dont
take dana ne where. HELLO who pays for gas? who takes them
to k-mart who took her to hershey park? who buys them
things who does their dishes cleans their house all that??
huh? GOD then sunday dee drove to walmart and from here to
walmart is not $10 worth of gas but dianas like blah blah
blah u owe me $10 EXCUSE ME I was not the only person that
went, I was not the only person that got things. And from
here to there is not ten dollars worth of money thank u
very much god was i pissed today. Then to find out I
actually can get along with this kid in my Child
develoopment was fun and this ghetto kid in my Networkign
class he's pertty funny.
I"m having problems again, my ovaries they hurt. I was
walking throught the hall and had a pain n i had to bend
down n hold my stomach n jus about scream it hurt so bad
and then i get dizzy and i'm sleepy a lot and in the
afternooon i have to pee a lot god only knows what the
hell is wrong wth me now, I have skiipped a few pills but
o well
ANyways I gotta talk to jason cuz yea i only have about a
half an hour to talk to him before I go to bed:( work
sucks and so does school. Oh yea, I applied for a job at
Weis markets :P
Lata




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