vici

lalalalala?
2003-09-08 23:29:54 (UTC)

Miss Worldless

Its not euphoria,
dark room,
P.J's
easy to take, harder to give.
Where, when why?
dark and moody,
fear of bathrooms,
Maybe its the way you touch me,
but i hate you.
reminders and flashbacks,
things you say,
things you do,
get what you want.
"I never wanted you,
I never loved you"
go go go,
find find find.
Must have,
must not touch.
Porecilin dolls with painted faces,
of black and gold,
innocence stolen.
"no-one ever will ever love you"
"I'll tell her it was all your fault"
one nad the same.
RUN VICI RUN!
"don't tell anyone"
RUN RUN RUN.
they are all screaming RUN!!!
but I stand.
She stands.
outside myself, herself.
where when why?
tell me whats wrong,
peaceful voices.
saving me, her
retribution.
never forgive, never ever forgive.
hold on babe,
hold on,
"never let go rose,
never let go."
the moment is changed.
no-where to run.
RUN RUN RUN
"swing away"
no.
No.
NO
don't deserve.
Don't know.
DON'T!!!!!
never listening
never
panic
panic
PANIC
I Panic
you listen
but never feel.
Never ever feeling
you don't know where to go
you don't know where i've been
you know nothing of me or us or them.
breath deeply apon the floor of filthy dirt
Breath slowly massacreing your thought of pain
where does time fly to if your eyes empty
tears are flowing soft down soft cheek
empty empty empty empty...eyes nose
sight is gone, tears lost
puddles of fat and bone
train-thought-less
you are less
beaten
bruised
gone.
ANGER ANGER ANGER
RUN RUN RUN
"I know you"
you know nothing.
get it right
stupid girl
"heya beautiful"
"babe"
"I need you"
Finally peace,
finally forgivness,
time passes without convinceing
need you too.




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