babygirl

MY LIFE
2003-09-08 00:29:57 (UTC)

ME AND WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING LATELY

hmmmmmmmmmm...well i have just about the most boring life
than anyone on this earth but oh well. i went to the
football game on friday and we won, of course. i wanted us
to lose. actually i couldnt care less about football and
who wins or who doesnt win... actually i dont really give
a shit about anything ya know? i just dont care anymore.
i dont have the strength. well me and brandie got real
pissed at lauren b/c she was hanging out with a bunch of
fags that i hate so she wouldnt talk to us and she thinks
she is SO cool when she hangs out with guys but the guys
she hangs out with are such fags!!!!! seriously! and haley
too and her friend katie they are such bitches and i hate
both their asses so damn much i hope they burn in hell b/c
thats were they belong haley only hates me b/c kristen
brainwashes her and made her believe im like this horribly
bad person and kristen only hates my b/c i said she was fat
but i mean she is! and i was just telling the truth! she
is a fatass! she needs to freakin do some crunches! I
hate her so much too. Well fuck all of them! They can all
go to hell except brandie she is my best friend and she is
the only person in this world i even half trust god i hate
my life i wanna kill myself so bad! if it werent for the
fear that i would burn in hell forever then i would already
be dead. but could hell realy be any worse than this?
well that thought is what made me try to kill myself that
one time. i seriously think im on the verge of doing it
again but if i do i will make sure to finish myself. i
will shoot myself...or maybe i will starve myself...heh heh
yeah thatd be awesome just to starve myself for like a
month or i could make it easier and just not drink for
about 4 days. thats all it takes. you cant live very long
without water. not even 3 days i dont think so maybe i
will do that. yeah ppl would be sad at first but they would
get over it real fast. just like with mom. they were kind
of sad for a little while but they got over it so fast. im
just a selfish bitch that gets in the way all the time and
costs them money anyways ya know? man if some sane person
were to read this it would scare the shit out of them
hahahahaha oh well im fucked up and im proud and if any of
you have a problem with it then you can kiss my big white
ASS!!




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