Remember to Breathe
2003-09-07 09:41:57 (UTC)

29, February in leap year.

I had to update like, woah. I know that it has been a
while, and I also admit that I am back at UND, and summer
is officially long since gone. However, I also will
commit to the truth that nothing is new and different.
Same shit, different day. I am the first person to say
that I know I am completely inept when it comes to the
opposite sex. Still, even those that are unlucky in love
tend to have their moments in the sun, which I am still
waiting on. I don't know what I would do if things
suddenly turned around for me. I wouldn't know how to
handle myself.
I care too much about stuff that doesn't matter. I need
to grow myself a spine, and grow up in general. I'm just
scared of failure like every other meek person on this
earth. So I guess I can't claim uniqueness either, shit.
It's not even like all I need is a hug. It isn't about
affection in that sense. I need stability from another
person, because even the strongest pillar can use a crutch
from time to time to rest on. I'm not asking too much.

"You write such pretty words, But life's no storybook.
Love's an excuse to get hurt. And to hurt. Do you like to
hurt? I do, I do. Then hurt me,Then hurt me,Then hurt me.."
-Bright Eyes-
"Lover I Don't Have to Love"