LoveGod

Different Worlds
2003-09-06 15:19:33 (UTC)

It's been a while...

but things are going great! My trip to the beach with Matt
was amazing! Even though his mom called me Renee' and I
got lost and got a speeding ticket and scratched my bumper
on the way home. It felt so good to have him around all
the time. I got so spoiled. And now I'm missing him worse
than ever. One night we were sitting on a bench down by
the pier watching the waves crash on the rocks and it was
like something out of a movie. He is so sweet and so
thoughtful and so amazing. I think one of the most awesome
things about the trip was how comfortable I felt with his
family. They are nutty like my family, only his brothers
fight a lot. Speaking of which, Saturday morning I hit his
younger brother in the face with the frisbee. It was
totally accidental though. We have had some really great
conversations the past few days. It's good to know that we
can be serious. But we have so much fun too. Last night
we were talking on IM and with no prefacing it or building
up to it he just said, "I miss you." And I
said, "awww...warm fuzzies." And that's how I felt.
Yesterday I really, really, really wanted to hug him. He's
such an encouragment to me. :) I miss him. That's sort
of scary, but it sort of feels good too. I know I won't
get to see him next weekend because I'm going home, and
he's got tickets to the football game. And that's where
he's headed now. And that makes me sad because the game
isn't on TV. Sure, they're playing some podunk school, but
still. I can listen to it on the radio, I guess. But I
think Tech is playing around the same time, so I'll watch
that. Matt keeps sort of hinting that he may come over
after the game today, although he hasn't committed to
anything. He keeps saying that I never know who might show
up at my door. I don't want to get my hopes up because I
don't want to be let down, but I really want to see him.
But until then, I need to be studying. I've been spending
a good 3 hours a night working on Arabic, so I'm behind on
everything else. And I feel like I should be spending
twice as much time on Arabic. It's sad that I'm so far
behind and I've only been back in school for a week. Oh
well. I guess I should start studying or something.
Boo! :)




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