weezer2080

I'm a girl, not a band!!!
2003-09-05 22:58:43 (UTC)

An Old Friend?

Lately, I've been clearing my life of people and ideas
that don't suit me anymore. But just as I've been doing
this, those people and things seem to pop out at me from
the woodwork.

There is a guy who used to be a friend of mine. There were
three of us who were always together. If you saw one of
us, no doubt the other two were close behind. Well, this
guy hasn't really talked to me in 3 or more years. And
it's ok, I haven't really wanted to talk to him. I am
living my life and reaching towards my own goals.

But this evening, out of the blue came a phone call from
him. It was very strange and odd and actually kinda
creeped me out. We were talking about possible plans for
our individual futures (well, he was talking about his,
and I was keeping quiet about mine) and he piped up about
going to a school that I am secretly planning on
attending. I haven't told anybody about it because it's
kinda a long shot for me, but everytime I think about it I
know deep inside that it's where I'm supposed to be.

He and I are alot alike. I shouldn't have been suprised.
But I feel like it's MY dream and MY goal, not his. It's
kinda stupid I know, but well......I want to do my own
thing and start anew without anyone or anything from my
old life.

Does that make any sense whatsoever?

~L