Lady Gryphon

The Bottomless Pit
2003-09-03 21:43:49 (UTC)

Too Much Energy

It's weird, during 1st period I couldn't keep my eyes
open, then at the end of the day I was really bouncy and
it was strange. I went from asleep on my feet to extremely
energetic. But, it's only the second week of school, so I
don't know what I can get away with yet. My 5th period
teacher doesn't really mind, but I'm not sure how my Math
teacher would react to me cracking up through most of the
class. So, I had to hold it in, but it was really hard.
Yeah, Math is almost always the class I'm most hyper in.
Ever since 8th grade. I annoyed the crap out of my 8th
grade teacher, but in 9th grade my teacher found it funny
that I was always talking and laughing. He spent most of
the time making jokes and laughing, so it didn't matter.
Same with 10th and 11th. My teachers didn't mind, cuz I
always got my work done and I had the highest grade in the
class, which was a high A, and the people I was talking to
did alright, so yeah. Drama class isn't going too well
though. We had to memorize a poem, and every time I get on
the stage I forget some of my lines. Mr. Tom sat down next
to me today and asked what was up. I've been kind of mopey
in that class, and I was almost always in a good mood last
year, so it just seems odd to him. It's always adults that
notice when something is kind of off. Did you ever notice
that? Most people are too self involved to notice that
someone's hurting, or they don't try to get it out of you.
They say,"are you ok." You say yeah, which is a lie, and
they just say,"ok". Wow, that was some great effort there.
Unless I'm bad mood I can usually tell that something's
wrong, and I don't let them get away that "I'm fine" crap,
cuz they're not. But if they tell me to back off or give
me a look suggesting that I should, then I will. But,
usually they're mood will rub off on me and I'll feel all
crappy. It happens all the time. Sux. Anyway, yeah. I'm
gonna go now. Bye.
Lyzzie




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