Derek Is Now Alone

..::Life::....::Of::....::Derek::..
2003-09-02 23:25:19 (UTC)

First day of school/ sadness


Just got done writing a long letter to her. I jusT GOT BACK
FROM SCHOOL SORRY ABOUT CAPS MY KEYBOURD MESSES UP
SOMETIMES BECAUSE OF XP ANYWAY I HAD AN OK DAY AT SCHOOL
BESIDES FEELING SO ALONE NO ONE RECONIZED ME EXCEPT KYLE
(MY BEST FRIEND) I HAD KINDA LONG HAIR AND NOW I HAVE
REALLLY SHORT HAIR SO NO ONE RECONIZED ME

BACK TO LAUREN I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART I HOPE THIS
IS JUST A SHORT BREAK I THINK I"M JUST TOO PROTECTIVE OF
HER ITS KINDA HARD CAUSE SHE LIVES ON THE OTHER SIDE OF
THE UNITED STATES BUT I THINK WE"VE DONE PRETTY GOOD SO
FAR I DIDN"T SLEEP AT ALL LAST NIGHT, i was too busy
hoping this break wouldn't last too long and that she
wouldn't start dating other guys. i figure she likes This
guy John SHE SAYS SHE JUST LIKES HIM AS A FRIEND BECAUSE
HES A COOL GUY BUT I JUST DONT" FEEL SHE MEANS THAT I HOPE
SHE NEVER LIES TO ME THOUGH I"M TRUTHFUL TO HER SEPTEMBER
EIGHTEENTH 2002. THE DAY WE FELL IN LOVE SORTA AN
ANNIVERSERY TYPE OF THING I GUESSS I HOPE I GET HER BACK
BEFORE THEN SHES ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AT THE SAME TIME
AS BEING MY LOVER I THINK SHES THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I
THINK SHES THE ONE WELL I BETTER STOP TYPING BEFORE I FEEL
ANY WORSE LATER
~DeReK~




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