Rae

Rae Chronicles
2003-08-31 02:38:13 (UTC)

8-30-03

so many thoughts are going through my head I don't even
know where to start to sort them out. The core of my
stressor seems to be my relatioship with Andy.

Its getting really hard lately, it really is. He gave me
this space that I was competely unadjusted to having. He
didn't call me or try to get in touch with me for like 4
days. It was like "YES! I'm free!"

But as soon as I held him so close to me again It was like
I needed him just as bad as always

Its like cocaine. Once you're off it, its like you don't
need it at all. But then it crosses your path and our
hooked

I hate this shit

~*s*R*d*~




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