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sleeptodreamher
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2003-08-30 06:18:08 (UTC)

everything i do is judged

and mostly they get it wrong, but oh well
cus the bathroom mirror has not budged
and the woman who lives there can tell
the truth from the stuf that they say
she looks me in the eye,
says would you prefer it the easy way?
no? okay then dont cry.


i feel a little better. i painted all night. he just laid
there and slept. after he pointedly played this fucking
song in the car. "I am looking for an inspiration, and I
think I found it in your heart, it's the kind of thing you
get when you're not looking, it's the kind of thing we had
from the start, Put me on a ship that is sinking, on a
voyage to an untamed land, take away the freedoms I wanted,
I understand, please, don't take your love away from me
don't take your love away from me.."
new vast. kicks ass. whatever.

so he slept and i painted and listened to music. and sorta
watched the big lebowski. those director brothers are nuts.

I WONDER IF EVERYTHING I DO, I DO INSTEAD OF SOMETHING I
WANT TO DO MORE..
yeah. i dont even wonder. i know.

make this fucking headache go away god damn. its been at
it for 2 days now and nothing is helping. at times it
feels like its going to just split right fucking open. and
at times i wish it just would.

my guy loves me now. cus he was shedding. and he was
trying all day to scratch himself and he couldnt and he was
so upset and i took him out and helped him even though it
was gross and he was licking me a lot the whole time way
more than usual and he was all happy then and since then
hes even nicer to me. lol or i could be imagining it.

i think im losing my cookies.

dawn worries me. she called me at 1130 to tell me she was
going to drive to gainesville and please meet her there.
she ended up not doing it. i think i was a little mean to
her and i didnt mean to be.. i dont know she was being
really weird and i was a little worried. everythings all
freaked out right now.

ashleighs coming tomorrow=) i told her we'd do fun girly
stuf since she's having a rough time in tampa. she better
not forget to call me. i'm not sure how i'll get rid of
him cus he wont want to join us but. i'll take care of it.


ugghhh make it go away

Yes indeed I'm alone again
And here comes emptiness crashing in
It's either love or hate, I cant find in between
Cus I've been with witches and I have been with a queen

It wouldnt have worked out anyway
So now its just another lonely day
Further along, we just may
But for now its just another lonely day

Wish there was something I could say or do
I can resist anything but a temptation from you
But Id rather walk alone, than chase you around
Id rather fall myself, than let you drag me down

It wouldnt have worked out anyway
And now its just another lonely day
Further along, we just may
But for now its just another lonely day

Yesterday seems like a life ago
Cus the one I love, today I hardly know
You who I held so close in my heart, dear
Grow further from me with every falling tear

It wouldnt have worked out anyway
So now its just another lonely day
Further along, we just may
But for now its just another lonely day
Its just another lonely day


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