Elisa

Lithas Boring Babble of Endless Crap
2003-08-30 06:12:15 (UTC)

again...i dunno...

the slightest things are pissing me off. i dont have the
right to tell anyone what to do. sometimes i just want to
get the fuck out of here, just go. sometimes i just want to
start over. FUCK why cant anything go right. im fucked 5
ways from next year. im such a fucking loser, i cant do
shit. i cant even get a lousy fucking job. everythings
fucking falling apart. i dont even feel like i have a
relationship anymore either. not nearly as much affection as
there used to be, not even close. i heard in the beginning
that "he may be all sweet now that your dating, but things
will change". yeah. i dont know what the fuck im supposed to
do with anything in my life right now. i dont know. i just
need a break from MY reality. thats what i really need, so i
think im gonna take one. just a little one, maybe a couple
of days, maybe a week or two...who knows. i just need a
fucking break or i wont be able to handle this much longer.
whatever. i dont know.




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