Forever Damned In Hell

All Me
2003-08-28 18:25:02 (UTC)

The past

Its all in the past now...
Last night i stayed up till five in the morning reading a
book and writing a goodbye letter.. eh.. i wasn't sad
writing that letter.. i was ok.. I'll be ok i'm sure...
a fire broke out in my house two days ago.. it was about
six in the morning..i heard my dad yelling for my brother
to get up and into the kitchen.. I was half asleep half
awake.. my awake side said maybe i should get up.. but my
sleepy side told me that everything is going to be
alright.. I'm sure of it.. well yea the sleepy side was
right.. and i just slept on.. we got a new stove though...
black.. i like it.. it's alot better than the old one..

I don't like change... some changes are good in my life
but i would still miss how things used to be...I'd still
have the memories of the past and i still wish sometimes
i could just go back in time....

Some of the changes is getting older.. i don't think i
ever want to get older.. just imagine in a couple of years
i'll be in high school then college then i'd get married
and have children.. then sooner or later i'd die. I much
rather stay the way i am forever..
I was reading this book last night and i cried my heart
out.. i wish that the book had a happy ending but it
didn't.. life's so twisted...

Why do we only realize things when its already too late?
It's like i said it's too late... we are so foolish.. only
until we lose everything do we realize i was wrong.. and
it was my mistake but o well too late...




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