ftrestarr*

Insane in the Membrane
2003-08-26 02:46:26 (UTC)

Help me!

i don't know know what to do.. he said he loved me and
kissed my troubles away.. the pain, sadness, suffering, and
anger.. gone, for those few minutes.. he held me like there
was nowhere in the world he'd rather be.. i know there was
nowhere else i wanted to be.. just there, with the feeling
that no matter what happened, it'd be okay because he'd
make it that way.. for that, i thank him.. but on the other
hand, how can i love him? he's in love with her.. why is he
so stupid? why does he make these mistakes? you can't love
two people.. mayme it's me.. maybe i brought it on.. maybe
it's all my fault.. it hurts too much, i just can't bear
the pain.. it hurts too much to love, doesn't hurt to
hate.. why did god make it this way? i just want to be
held.. held like saturday.. held like no one in the world
could ever bring me pain.. i don't know why he did this..
don't know why i believed in him.. don't know why i trust..
I still trust that he will love me, until the day i die..
and even though i know it's untrue, i still will believe..
I won't lose faith in him, for he's been there from the
start.. I know, no matter what, he's kostantine in my
heart..




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