Book of Suicide
2003-08-26 02:46:09 (UTC)

your eyes betray you

you tell me you're sorry
but i can't believe you
you tell me you didn't think
but your eyes betray you

you didn't mean to break my heart
things just happened
you didn't want to tell me
but you felt you were trapped in

why should this come between us?
because now there's broken trust
why are you so mad at me?
you've torn me apart, what can't you see?

there's a ringing in my ears
followed quickly by tears
how can you expect me not to hate you?
i wonder now, about other things i thought
were true

i curl up deeper inside of myself
how do i play this painful hand i've been dealt?