katiecat626

KAtie's Life
2003-08-25 02:37:06 (UTC)

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Hey,
Yea ,who the fuck knows about my life!?Its fucked up.i
sit here and counsle kidnas.I can't even fucking counsel
myself.:(Derek and I r through. It was a mutal break
up ,which was cool.Intill, he told me about meeting another
girl.Hes been seeing her for a week, but didn't tell me
till 2day. i don't know at first I was just plain out
pissed. Now, I


'm upset by it.That so fucked up.I knwo him, he must have
fucked around with her.I cant believ he would do that 2
me,after all i ahve given him.i guess some people just suck
right?Yea and i always get 2 find teh sucky 1s.

I ve been ahnign otu with a friend of mine teh past 2
nites.I have had a crush on him 4eva and he knwos it. But
nothign ever comes of it because we r 2 totally different
people. im leacving 4 school saturday but i mean a thign
between us kinda started up last time but he admitted he
wweasnt looking 4 anything then. he just got his heart
broken beacvsue he started gettting feelings 4 a girl who
jsut wanted 2 fuck.so i guess i think hes changed. i dont
knwo we have so much fun 2gteher. 2nite i kiess him and he
recpircated like 3 times but it wasnt like a fench kiss or
whatevr. i jokingly said taht slal i get it and he sad he
wanted 2 take it slow? so that makes me wonder but i better
not get my hopes up beacsue they will just get crushed. man
id ont knwo what 2 think.its killing me and i dont wanna be
flat out with him i gotaa wait till like 4300 5 ish 2marra
2 talk 2 him.i dont knwo if i can wait that long but i
guess i dont have much of a choice. when i wake up ill got
2 work then a few hrs later illc all i gurss or amybe after
ig o shopping.eh i dont know. i gotta go cry somemore.

Love me




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