Drake

Phant0m's random thoughts
2003-08-24 23:40:20 (UTC)

I hate life

Gawd will it end. I just found out my 10 year reunion is
near. I can't belive I've been out of school that long. Now
I just wish I could go back. I have been really struggling
with life. I found myself crying on the way home from my
girlfriends job . I was listening to Three doors down "When
I am gone" I don't know why I started crying. Maybe because
I have to look for yet another job. Since I lost my job I
have been having alot of trouble. I just wish something
will change. I am tired of being like this.

Things with my girlfriend are ok. I guess. The baby is 5
months old now. She is beautiful. I love her to death. But
I am alone still. Sam said she was going to leave her Hubby
but isn't planning on really leaving him. In fact they are
moving very soon. I am pretty sure I won't see her anymore.
We are drifting apart and I know it. She barely touches me
anymore. Well She did the other night when asshole was in
the other room. Nothing to dirty though. Anyway I am going
to go.
Laterz
Me




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