~*Kandice*~

ShUt Up sTuPiD DaMMit
2003-08-24 06:30:37 (UTC)

long fucking time

so its been a while since ive written ne thing. lots has
happened. work is almost done for the summer. kinda
sad. i'll miss the kids (and the money!) but it was all
good. i went to some more concerts. i went to rock the
mic. it was fucking fantastic. it rained and we got
soaked. :) but eminem showed up with 50 cent and it was
great. i like all kinds of music. music is so awesome.

now on to the kelly saga. so on sunday kelly and i talked
online for over an hour. it was really good. we talked
about alot of stuff and we got some things cleared up.
then we hung out on monday from midnite to 4 am. just
talking. well more so me rippin on him. its just to
easy. but he told me that he has written ne thing since we
broke up (like poems stories and movie stuff in his
notebook) and i asked why and he said he had nothing to
write about....i was his muse. (me blushing) i was
suprised. he even told me he wrote a story about a kitten
like i always asked him too. things were going so
awesome. like you could tell we both still wanted to be
together. and he was moving the next morning to
chicago. :( not kewl. he said breaking up with me was a
huge mistake and going out with mandi was a mistake too.
i sad good as long as you know. then he told me about
this going away party they were having for antonio on
friday. so i said i might show up. the only reason i
went was because our friend brian told me about it too.
and so teresa and i went. kelly didnt even say hi to me.
he said bye when i left. then today he IMed me and was
like you didnt stay long last nite. LIKE YOU FUCKING CARE
DOUCHEBAG! that makes me so mad. i want to be with him
so badly and alone he acts like he would like to be back
together but not when ne one else is around. gerr!

tonite jennie carissa jackie and i went ot the club, boys
were dancing with me and im like WTF! and some boy told
me he loved my body. i was like...um thanks. its
flattering, but i feel stupid about it. i dont like stuff
like that. makes me feel like im a big conceded freak
girl. ok well im going to bed. peace playas!

oh yea! moving back to school next monday! only 7
days! :)




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