Katherine

Kat Eyes
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2003-08-24 06:01:49 (UTC)

FUCKING ASSHOLE

StArLeTt110: how could you do this
AmazingTab: lol
AmazingTab: FUCK
AmazingTab: wrong window
StArLeTt110: i dont believe this
AmazingTab: i know kat
AmazingTab: im an idiot
AmazingTab: and im weak
StArLeTt110: so thats why things were so wierd today
AmazingTab: no...
AmazingTab: i was weird today cause i was fucking tired
StArLeTt110: who brought up the idea?
AmazingTab: she did
StArLeTt110: i dont believe this
AmazingTab: at least i told you
StArLeTt110: yea
StArLeTt110: at least you told me
AmazingTab: i know that sounds shitty
AmazingTab: but i wanted to tell you today
StArLeTt110: :-(
StArLeTt110: how could you be having sex with someone and
be missing me
StArLeTt110: how is that possiblr
StArLeTt110: *possiblr
StArLeTt110: *POSSIBLE
AmazingTab: im notg going to try and remember what i was
thinking
StArLeTt110: how can i trust you?
AmazingTab: you cant
AmazingTab: well.. you cant when im depressed
AmazingTab: or when im like really pissed
AmazingTab: she was there right after you walked away
AmazingTab: she was there.. she picked me up...
AmazingTab: and it just sort of happened...
AmazingTab: then i threw up like 4 times...
AmazingTab: and took a bunch of sleeping pills
AmazingTab: my life is falling apart
AmazingTab: and im taking everything with me
AmazingTab: want to come along?:'(
StArLeTt110: no
AmazingTab: i figured
StArLeTt110: i can't believe this
StArLeTt110: i can't believ you'd do this to me
AmazingTab: so dont
StArLeTt110: this is it
AmazingTab: ok
AmazingTab: i understand
StArLeTt110: no david i don't think you do
AmazingTab: really?
StArLeTt110: really david
StArLeTt110: i don't think you do
StArLeTt110: i'm really sorry that this happened
AmazingTab: yeah me too
AmazingTab: ugh
AmazingTab: i need my journal
AmazingTab: i only have 9 minutes
StArLeTt110: i'll give it to you when i see you again
AmazingTab: great...
AmazingTab: i fucked it all away didn't i?
StArLeTt110: basically
AmazingTab: there isn't an excuse good enough for this shit
is there?
AmazingTab: hmmm
StArLeTt110: how can you say excuse
StArLeTt110: why cant you just take responsibility for it
StArLeTt110: and you said you loved me? what the hell?
AmazingTab: i am responcible for my actions
StArLeTt110: how can you say that
AmazingTab: i do love you
StArLeTt110: you have a funny way of showing it
AmazingTab: i just...
AmazingTab: dont know how to deal with caitlin
StArLeTt110: well...i can'thelp you
AmazingTab: ok... fuck it... you want then whole shit?
AmazingTab: caitlin cuts herself
AmazingTab: she stopped when we were dating
AmazingTab: look at her leg
StArLeTt110: i didn't see it
AmazingTab: fine
StArLeTt110: why are you telling me this..what does
thishave to do with you having sex
AmazingTab: just.. fine
AmazingTab: because I RESCUE PEOPLE
AmazingTab: that's what i do
StArLeTt110: by having sex with them?
AmazingTab: AmazingTab: tell me when the last time you cut
yourself was
CJJ457: umm
CJJ457: a couple weeks ago
CJJ457: y?
AmazingTab: no
AmazingTab: caitlin doesn't get love
AmazingTab: i really dont ask you to understand
AmazingTab: CAITLIN is going to kill herself...
StArLeTt110: i know
AmazingTab: and you know what?
AmazingTab: that shit is going to be all on me
StArLeTt110: no it is not
AmazingTab: cause im the one who left her
AmazingTab: and didn't look back
StArLeTt110: you're claiming responsibility for things that
are not your fault
AmazingTab: oh.. but they are
StArLeTt110: you cannot save caitlin..only caitlin can save
caitlin
AmazingTab: she had an abortion... and i split...
StArLeTt110: and you are not the one cutting her..shes
cutting herself
AmazingTab: look how great i am
StArLeTt110: YOU HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ABORTION
AmazingTab: IT'S MY FAULT
StArLeTt110: IT WAS NOT YOUR CHOICE
StArLeTt110: alright
AmazingTab: i got her pregnaunt...
StArLeTt110: i'm not going to argue with you
AmazingTab: you dont have to
AmazingTab: there were a lot of factors that made it a
resonable choice at the time
StArLeTt110: yea
AmazingTab: i thought you were never coming back
StArLeTt110: david just stop making excuses for this
StArLeTt110: its over
AmazingTab: fine
AmazingTab: fuck
StArLeTt110: and theres nothing that could change my mind
AmazingTab: FUCK
AmazingTab: fine
StArLeTt110: this is bullshit
AmazingTab: you're right
StArLeTt110: ok
AmazingTab: want to talk?
StArLeTt110: eventually
AmazingTab: no?
AmazingTab: but... not tonight?
StArLeTt110: no
StArLeTt110: david how can i talk to you right now? i am
still in shock..this has not sunk in
AmazingTab: AmazingTab: please tell kat that i saved your
life
CJJ457: which time
AmazingTab: wow... you'r ex-boyfriend had sex with someone
AmazingTab: now he's back...
AmazingTab: now he tells you
AmazingTab: now he has a reason
AmazingTab: im gonna call you... take it if you want
StArLeTt110: i find it hard to believe that the 2 of you
having sex..the principle of the thing...saved caitlins life
StArLeTt110: i find that VERY hard to believe
AmazingTab signed off at 11:04:54 PM.


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