ravenmuffin911

Boring
2003-08-24 05:48:44 (UTC)

-AuGuSt 24tH

Well, a lot has been happening lately and I don't exactly
know where to start. I'll start off with the least
important thing right now I guess. Joe, hes my 'boyfriend'
right now and we've only been going out for about a week
or so and I really like him and hes awesome to hang out
with and everything, but I just don't want to go out with
him. I want things to go back to normal like this summer
when we all hung out and messed around and joked and
stuff, it was so cool. But I know its not gonna be the
same especially when I break up with Joe (which is going
to be in the next couple days, probably). I'm not a flirt
or a whore or anything but I really don't want to be 'tied-
down' right now. I like being crazy and messing with
people, like as a joke and stuff. And I think I still
kinda like Daniel which isn't good because their like best
friends. But I never got a chance to get over him.. I went
from liking him and then Melissa took him and now Allie
and him are 'together'. Being a teenager sucks sometimes
but then other times its so great. I love my friends so
much but they can be back stabbers sometimes and I
probably can too.. but hey thats all I'm gonna say on that
subject for now! Anyways, on to the real reason I started
this journal, Nicole. She has gotten herself into some
real deep crap these last few months (drinking and drugs
pretty much). But, she just recently started hanging out
with Chris Jester (the biggest druggy in our town, he
sells too). Well, she likes him and she got herself in it
deep last night. She told her Dad she was going to dinner
and a late movie with Katherine and that her parents were
taking, well Katherine told her parents the same story.
But they really went driving with people. They got drunk,
then came to the football game. I saw Nicole being stupid
and crazy and I followed her into the bathroom, Nicole
started going crazy crying and grabbed my face she was
drunk out of her mind. She begged me not to tell anyone
especially Melissa. Well duh I did tell Melissa but
everyone could tell she was drunk. Well to make this story
as short as possible.. Chris was so messed up he called
Nicole a lot last night and Mr. Bob knew what was going on
(Katherines parents had a message on their answering
machine where Katherine was talking to her sister about a
party, accidently recorded then they called him) he just
kept saying she was sleeping. Then he rode over with Matt
and tried to get Nicole and came to the window (wrong
window doofus, he came to Mr. Bobs).. twice. And he was on
xanax last night so he had no idea what was going on and
couldn't remember why Nicole even left. Well, lots of
fights happened.. lots of lies. But its all gonna be okay.
All the parents know. Everyone is gonna try and help her
out. Everything is changing so fast, I love Nicole but
shes getting herself into it and we're all willing to do
anything we can for her. Oh well its 1:00a.m. and I'm
tired. I know I'm not gonna go to bed but I'm just gonna
stop typing. Night?




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