Sarah

I Cry Tears Of Blood
2003-08-23 08:32:12 (UTC)

Lalalalala....

I'm bored. Andy's over bugging the HELL out of me. But
yeah. I don't blame him. He's bored. He's reading this
right now. *sticks tongue out and makes a face* Buttmonkey
tried to grab my tongue. *sniffs* I talked to Scott today.
He's at his mom's safe and sound...Yeah. Anyways. I have
to go to a funeral thingy tomorrow for my great-grandma.
And Sunday I'm going shopping for school clothes and
stuff. I hope Scott can come. I hope that I can see him
after the whole family funeral thingy tomorrow....Yeah. So
I'm bored right now. I was ranting and raving while
talking to Scott on the phone. I was really really shy and
quiet in person with him...And once I was on the phone, he
realized I wasn't shy or quiet. *grins* I'm really shy
when I don't know a person, but when I get to know someone
it's like.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah. Uhm.
Anyways. Eric wants me back now.....This is horrible...I
still feel for him...That's a no-brainer...But I'm with
Scott.....And.....I feel so bad! Eric first promised he'd
come back. That he'd always return to me. I believed him.
Then I realized promises never last forever. So I got over
him when he told me that he wasn't coming back. Sure, it
hurt like hell. But I did it. But now I'm with Scott...But
I feel so torn between them...And I shouldn't! I'm really
happy with Scott...But Eric.....Argh! I'm staying with
Scott. I just wonder what the HELL took Eric so long to
want me back! Shit! I mean, really! He told me to get over
him, so I did! And now he wants me back...No, he couldn't
have waited a week after I was going out with Scott...No,
he had to talk to me about it THE DAY AFTER I started
going out with Scott. *sighs* I need some sleep.....




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