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Andrea's CKI (and other) Stuff
2003-08-23 05:08:14 (UTC)

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Things are not looking so fun for Andrea at the moment.
But what can you do. You can't make yourself stop feeling
things for certain people, and you can't make yourself
START to feel something for someone else. As much as your
head tells you something, your heart doesn't have to
follow. I realized tonight that I am not over something
that I thought I was... due mainly to the fact that this
person refuses to talk to me, so there is like this huge
question mark in my head. I totally thought I was okay
with this, but I figured out tonight that I am not. You'd
think that I would be done with all of that since it has
been like 9 months, but for some reason, that is not the
case. Don't get me wrong, I am glad that he is mega-happy,
but I just think I should at least be talked to. And then
there's the other people in my life, too. One who I have
completely written off, as you have read about before, and
one, who I love to hang out with, but just there's
something off there. I don't know what yet. We'll see.
Enough from me, I had one too many Killian's tonight,
obviously. :) Night all




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