ObsidianButterfly

Guilty Pleasures
2003-08-21 19:25:16 (UTC)

It's all in the way you read the writing on the wall

A few days ago, well last week to be precise, Anthony and
I were talking online and we began to delve into something
that was serious... our relationship. What kind of
relationship do we have? Well, not really sure. Friends,
definately, with room for more if it happens. But
sometimes I wonder if he wants more, despite the fact that
when we're together, he holds my hand, likes to hug or
touch me. I like spending time with him and I miss when I
don't get to see him or spend time with him at work or on
our off days. But like, today. I was supposed to go over
there after he called to tell me he was awake. Yesterday
he was not feeling good at all. He didn't call me, though,
until like 1130 so I had no time to go over there and I
feel really bad about it and I have to wonder if he thinks
I'm making excuses to not be with him. I don't know...
maybe I should just ask him...

Anyway... other than that I guess life is good. Work is
okay. Home is okay. Need to talk to Daemon at some point
but I can never get online when he's around. Go figure. It
usually happens that way.

Later




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