Me

Life of a 17 year old
2003-08-20 18:31:29 (UTC)

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Gawd..... its been like forever and a day since i have
written anything in this damn thing.....
we had gotten rid of the internet a long time ago so i
never am able to get on it.
But im over at my moms boyfriends house, so i thought it
would be nice to get on here to say hi.
School just started today!
Im back at regular school, so i get to see all my old
friends and i ever got to meet some new people too.
I dont think i told you all this yet but i went to
alternative school there for awhile.
i got straight a's there and my gpa was a 4.0....
so i am very proud of myself.
why i was sent to the alternative school was because two
girls where giving my problems at school and i went to the
office about it several times but nothing was done about
it....( i couldnt get in any more trouble so i was trying
to be a good girl)
and then at the end of the week they two girls went to the
office and said i was saying racal slurs about one of
them, and i got kicked out 3days the same day that they
went to the office. So i beat one of the girls ass.
So i was going to get expelled but my mother with-drew me
before they could.
But that is how i ended up there.
Fun Fun!!=)
But me and the girls are okay now.
I was responsible about it and apoligized to them.

Three of my friends were recently in a car wreck.
The rear tire blew and they hit a bridge.
Two of them passed away(they were brothers)
One passed right away and the other died on the way to the
hospital.
Now the girl in the vechile survived.... but she had to
have plastic surgery on her face like 3 times and her
pelvit bone was broke, and all this that and the other.
It was so hard going to the funeral.....
They were really fun outgoing boys....
But i try not to be upset, because i keep telling myself
that they are in a better place and that they are looking
down on me thinking that i am stupid and need to get on
with my life.
What pains me the most is knowing that they never got to
have kids or have a job or (for one of them) have sex....
or do anything like that!
One was 16(my age) and the other was 14(my sisters age)
The 14 year olds dream was to fuck me!
he always told everyone in town.... " On of these days im
gonna fuck her"
Their sister is one of my good friends and when i look at
her i feel so badly because she lost her two brothers over
something as little as a tire
well im outtie

love alwayz
ME


Nicole if your reading this... i dont have a email addy
anymore but hey i miss you




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