Emily

One More in the World
2003-08-17 20:31:16 (UTC)

This Confusion Is Too Surreal

And I told myself I'd never fall back into this
And here I go again
A promise I knew I could never keep
But I thought I would try and convince myself it was really
the end

I always knew that you couldn't say goodbye to the ones you
need the most
But I wanted you to be the exception
And now you're too far away to take back everything I never
did
And it's too late to admit there was only truth behind my
large deceptions

And now finally when I trusted I didn't need you anymore
You change from black to white
Yet, I'm so scared to crawl back to you
I find myself releasing my grip, just so I can hold on more
tight

I'd like to say I'm strong enough to make this decision
But none of us know what we have in store
So, I don' t know if I should move into the future, or run
back to my past
Because doing what feels right hasn't really done much
anymore

But only one of you can help me
Although you both know how I feel
And asking for help is out of the question
Because this confusion is much too surreal

And so because I am too weak, I only choose to run away
I just wish you both the best of happiness
Because I could never stand to break either of your hearts
So to save you, I choose my own loneliness

Bye.




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