TearStainedHeart

TearStainedHeart
2003-08-16 08:24:59 (UTC)

::AbSoLuTiOn::

Oh My God!!! I've got Muse's new album, Absolution!! It's
released on the 22nd of September (next month) and I got
it yesterday, thanks to Paton!! *big hugs*! It's fuckin'
amazing!!! It is totally wow!! This is the tracklisting:

Muse - Absolution

1. Intro
2. Apocalypse Please
3. Time Is Running Out
4. Sing For Absolution
5. Stockholm Syndrome
6. Falling Away With You
7. Interlude
8. Hysteria
9. Blackout
10. Butterflies And Hurricanes
11. TSP
12. Endlessly
13. Thoughts Of A Dying Atheist
14. Ruled By Secrecy

It is totally like OMG all the way through!! My favourites
at the minute are Track 3, Track 8, and Track 11. But I
love them all!! Thanks alot Paton!!! I owe ya one!

I still might be going to see Muse!!!! Hopefully get the
tickets very soon before they are sold out, for Birmingham
NEC, December 3rd. I've gotta get them before the album is
released next month because as soon as that's out people
are gonna be desperate for tickets, and I won't get one if
I leave it till then. We can have sitting tickets, but I
think I prefer standing cause I like headbanging, jumping
and moshing. It's an all round better experience lol
surging forward to see how close you can get to them.
Although I've never been to a gig at the NEC. So I dunno
what it's like there, but Wulfrun Hall with InMe was the
best ever. Hard to top, but then Muse are awesome!!

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Ok I'm done with my Muse rantings lol. Went to see Elliot
yesterday, me and Nic got the bus to Bosworth square, and
met Elliot and Jason there. We didn't do that much. We
walked around alot, we took Jason's dog Willow for a walk
down this track, and there were cows roaming freely, we
got down a way and then decided to walk back up, and then
his dog Willow started chasing the cows and then all the
cows started chasing Willow, Jason and Elliot, LMAO!!!
That was so funny me and Nic nearly died of laughing. We
just walked along beside the cows and they didn't pay much
attention to us cause we weren't making a big deal apart
from laughing too much! God that was funny lol. I also
waved to alot of Elliot's friends and said hi when we were
at the bus stop lol, me and Nic went home at just after 4,
me and Elliot hugged and the man on the bus was being
impatient lol probably jealous, and then me and Nic waved
goodbye to Elliot and Jason, and Elliot blew me a kiss!!
That was so sweet of him, bless him!

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Not been in contact with Ben at all. We haven't blocked
each other on MSN, we just don't talk. His name is
something about hoes not having the GUTS to end the fued.
I think it's another rap about me. Oh well at least his
name don't say he loves Katie anymore. I think I still
love Ben. One thing I know for definite is that I don't
love Elliot, and it's nothing personal against him, I'm
just finding it impossible to love him. I'm gonna have to
stick this relationship out though.. I dunno how long for
though. It's not right to let him get too attached. I
asked Kieran if he thought it was wrong to tell someone
you loved them so that you didn't hurt them, and he said
most of the time no. I don't really know what to do. I'm
not sure if I do wanna go back out with Ben in my mind
although my heart is longing for him. I really do love
him. It's like right this moment I've just realised that
he is the person that I would wanna spend the rest of my
life with. I just dunno if I'm ready for that. Let's think
about it... really, I can have anyone I want... but I want
Ben? I don't know. I wanna talk to Ben. I also wanna talk
to Ben's mom cause she's a good listener. Last night Ben
started talking to Elliot and telling him I don't love him
and stuff. Elliot kept saying to me that he knows it ain't
true though and that I do love him. I felt so...
heartless! But what was I supposed to do. Elliot kinda
fell out with me and went off in a hurry, he was upset
after Kieran calling him a weirdo cause he punched himself
in the face accidentally, and then calling him a scally.
The problem is that after I've loved someone, even if they
know I still love them, they don't want me to be with
anyone else cause they want me back. Like Ben, and Kieran.
Hayley said last night that she thinks Kieran's gonna
start getting really jealous and try to split me and Ell
up like Ben is. I honestly didn't care lol. I love Kieran,
he's wicked.. I just don't want a relationship with him ya
know. All the old married people don't have these problems
of people fighting over them! Argh! Oh well suppose it's a
good thing really. But something that is starting to annoy
me, is WHY guys like me. I think Elliot only likes me for
the way I look, like if I didn't have my boobs he wouldn't
be interested. Or if I was fat. That's kinda upsetting.
Which is why I prefer Ben I think, cause I know that he
loves me for who I am aswell as what I look like, we had a
laugh together, we were mental together, we did lovin'
together. We did everything. We were perfect. God I better
shut up before I dump Ell and go down on my hands 'n'
knees to Ben. Aghh.

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Not much up today, Barwell carnival later, dunno if I'm
going. I want my hair dying today, should be able to get
it done. Oh yeah. Leah dumped John and is now going out
with Jason.. but John doesn't know about Leah and Jason
yet, he gets back from Army camp today, and that's when
Jason's gonna tell him. Leah gets back from her holiday in
Cyprus on Tuesday. God it's gonna be awkward. I feel sorry
for John, bless him.

Anyways gonna go, byeeeeeeeee xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx love yas
Hannah xXxXxXxXxXxXx

~*~*~*And I'll compensate your grade, with broken hearts,
sell, I'll sell your memories for 50 pounds per year*~*~*~

Muse - TSP.

P.s) Look me up on GirLand.com --- deliriousgurl.




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