Jamie H

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2003-08-16 05:45:30 (UTC)

DispiritedSoul28

DispiritedSoul28 is my new AIM SN . . . It means depressing
Soul and the 28 I just picked that number . . . lately I
have been depressed . . . Since I broke up with
Daniel . . . I wanna talk to him . . . and I left a message
on his cell . . . A lot of crap happened . . . Daniel
promised to write me but he blames it on his mom that he
couldn't when HE was outta town . . . I had it with all his
stupid lies . . . he said it would be better since he is
moving to Ohio anyway . . . I am still thinkin about movin
to the east . . . for school . . . but not ohio unless I
get accepted . . . but I am slowly ending Daniel and I
talking . . . I love him and he loves me but we need to go
our different ways . . . I hope he comes online tonight
soon so I can talk to him . . . but he comes on like 12:30
in the morning . . . it is 10:30 I am not going to wait 2
hours!!!! Anyway . . School starts monday and tomorrow I
meet my Dad for the first time . . . VERY Nervous . . . and
SCARED! He says he is excited to see me but I don't know
if that is true or not . . . :- He says I love you but I
don't know what to say he is my father . . . but Steve is
my father too . . . since he adopted me. I dunno . . .
anyway . . . this is a very depressing time for me . . .
Daniel not by my side to meet my Dad . . . and also my Dad
seeing me for the first time . . . I need strength . . .
but I don't think I have it at all . . . I know someone
will say I do but I don't. :- My mom asked me how I felt
about meeting my Dad . . . I said I don't know . . . kinda
nervous and excited. I have mixed feelings all
around . . . I can't let it get to me too much. I think I
am . . . anyway . . . I wrote a poem for Daniel . . . I am
going to put it in my next entry . . . I saw Eve6 and also
Blue October on Thursday night . . . man it was fun . . .
weed smell every where, beer smell every where and cigg
smell everywhere . . . Melissa didn't like that and my mom
didn't ethier . . . didn't bother JP and I . . . I had a
great time . . . I could touch them if I wanted to . . . I
was that close!!!! The bassist from Blue october is so
hot!!! MMM yummy . . . LOL . . . the chick was a cutie
too . . . but she wasn't fully my type. LOL . . . I am
going for girls more now . . . there are only a few guys
that I think are hot . . . MORE girls tho!! :)
Anyway . . . my cat just jumped to touch my arm while I was
typing . . . I guess she wants to be held . . . but when I
do she wants down . . . she is soo picky . . . anyway . . .
I plan to get a 3.0 or higher for my GPA for fall so I can
be in the Sigma for my college . . . :) Anyway . . . ASL-
Monday / Math - Tuesday / ASL and English - wed / Math -
Thursday . . . then I am off :) Anyway . . . onto my other
entry!!

JAMIE!


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