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trial and error
2003-08-14 02:48:30 (UTC)

What's up!!!

Well well I am now starting to get the hang of this diary
thing. I am just trying to tone out these bickering
children that were told to come inside. They were being
loud out front playing with a pop gun. Of course it wasnt
them and they didn't know what it was when I asked if it
was a pop gun... These are the older children who belong to
my fiance. Lately they have been okay, sometimes a pain...
School is starting soon so I will have more time to myself
with my little baby. Anyone out there with a brady bunch?
Tell me about it, I am interested in how you deal with some
issues. I am dreading soon the fact that I want to go out
with some old friends and have a few beers. But everytime I
want to do something of that nature, my fiance gives me a
headache with his bitching and carrying on...AGHHH!!!
Why can't I just go out like I used to and have some
conversation and laughs without the DRAMA!!!!!This is a
major downfall in our relationship.....The headaches and
the stupid immature issues I have to deal with. I am
getting tot he point now where all I want to do is avoid
his stupidity and figure out another way to go without him
knowing...What kind of shit is that???I never had to hide
in my prior relationships, it was never an issue because we
were all secure adults... I don't ask for much nor do I
ever take advantage of anything. Well I bitched enough,
I should focus on what I need to write for these children
books...Take care




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