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DaZedAtSea
2003-08-13 10:57:09 (UTC)

POEM

i'm so tired of being here
no one cares of my
worthless fears
where have i fallen to
hopefully i'll be back soon
all i do is linger here
where is the sanity in me
i've lost myself on the way
so broken hearted and fake
these wounds wont seem to heal
this realm i live in must not be real
i cant handle this rise to my fall
i feel as if im looked down on by all
restricted by your words
as if u built a wall of stone
in which i gaze at
and stand on one side alone
how can i move on
knowing that how u felt before
is now gone
enslaved in your rage
i find myself bound to your anger
every word that is said
makes u more of a stranger
this error will take me
slowly to the edge
i' ll walk down a quiet path
and peer over the ledge
you think i'm at fault
but you couldnt be more wrong
for your the one
i've delt with for to long
but whens its put on me
i'm to weak to advocate myself
i cant find the right words to set me free
this pain is to real
it just to pointless how i feel
this could of been deflected
but now i lay here in reflection
no pitty for my own ways
now for my random acts
i must pay
dont pull me down
you've refused to listen
i've said all i can
there is nothing missing
i speak timidly
for i am far below you
u talk above me
what else can i do but cry
i'm not strong enough
i just want to die
you just have to accept
that i am misunderstood
i would tell you about myself
if i really could
call it caniving becuase i hide my face
how can i look at someone
who wouldnt believe my case
please leave me alone and hollow
theres just to much that time cannot erase




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