i kinda feel like every diary entry is the same... some
kinda variation on something ive already
i feel weird i think. have off this month, and unstructured
time is unsettling to me and as i very well know i have to
structure my own time. which i will, i know i will. ill be
not knowing what will happen tomorrow brings me a kind of
nervousness/anxiety. almost the same kinda anxiety that
having too much to do brings me. ya can never win, hahaha.
also tomorrow i may hang out with chris. why, i dont know.
i still know nothing. i am afraid he will call and i am
afraid that he wont.