xjenx

to someone with love
2003-08-13 01:46:52 (UTC)

skool

to someone,

i dont really have much to say. school today was TONS
better cause i changed my schedule and now i have sculpture
class which rocks.

and im trying really hard to be nice to everyone- turn over
a new leaf and all- not that i used to be un-nice, but now
i want people to think "wow that jen chick is super cool
cuz shes nice to everyone and stuff" you know? o smell.

alot of times i think i wish you were here right now- that
we were dating and getting ready to start the rest fo our
lives together. i see all these other couples and i know
that its not good to think that you need a b/f to complete
you, and i know that God's timing is never late, and all
things work together for good for those who are in HiM, but
still it seems like things would be so much nicer if you
were here right now- if i could touch you and see you and
talk to you and hear you voice- just BE with you.... and
you would take me to banquet- cause by the looks of things,
im going to be going alone or not at all. im frustrated and
the world tells me "you need a boyfriend" "you dont need a
boyfriend" "everyone has a boyfriend" "date God" "youre 16
already" "youre only 16" "never been kissed" "datings over
rated" "whose your boyfriend" "you dont need a man to
complete you"

the ramblings of the mind of me....

im gonna go i have to read like 30 pgs of lit tonight. je
t'aime toujours.

with love,
xjenx




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