once again
2003-08-12 21:46:36 (UTC)

and so on

Well I really don't have much to add to this right now.
Shawn won't call me, he thinks Im going to make him move
here and be with me. I don't want that and I never made
him do that in the first place...he did it on his own. So
friends I guess not. It hurts me though, I miss our
friendship and he doesn't care. Plus he still owes me
money, ya right I'll never see that.

Nothing else really, I've been working out for 2 weeks and
I'm not loosing anything, I'm gaining. I don't know what
I'm doing wrong. I'm supposed to goto florida in the end
of september. I don't know if I stil want. I really don't
want to stay at Nicoles house but I can't afford a hotel,
unless anthony wants to help me. Idon't have a car to
drive and she hangs out with shawn all the time and I don't
want to do that.

I don't know. Haven't talked to Amica yet, don't know if I
should. I guess I'll just wait to see what happens.