Sour Jack Kid

All Mysteries Exposed
2003-08-11 02:02:18 (UTC)

yay, I need mental help

1. Write a song about Heidi
2. Stop complaining, no one cares.
3. Start looking for a job, apply everywhere.
4. Stop trying to get guys that are obviously out of reach,
but don't have such low expectations.
5. Stop eating.
6. Start exercising.
7. Finish reading Sticky Kisses.
8. Stop swooning over Jesse, Camilo, and ..... you know who.
9. Stop expecting so much out of your band, if they don't
want it as much as you do, the only thing you can do is get
people who really want the same things as you.
10. Stop thinking about how lonely I am.
11. Start thinking "If I don't think about how lonely I am,
then I won't be lonely".
12. Don't let yourself know the truth about 10 and 11.
13. Spend less time with sharp objects, too many scars will
start to scare people other than yourself.
14. Stop expecting people to feel sorry for you.
15. Stop being an insomniac, soon enough it'll show.

Lately I've been feeling weird again. I have a feeling that
old habits are going to come back to me and I won't be able
to quit this time. It's just a matter of finding a buyer.
Also, awhile ago I was having weird hallucinations and
visions of killing myself. This is hard to make this one
public, my closest friends don't even know all this. But
these hallucinations have been coming back to me in full
force. I don't know what to do. I don't think I'm really
suicidal, I mean I have stopped trying. I don't think it's
very necessary to try to kill oneself. It would just be a
selfish act for me. Others sometimes need to. I don't have
to and I don't want to be selfish. New scars have been
appearing on my body, some wounds are old ones reopened. I
may need some professional help soon.
=RAA= Maggie

==LIKE THE LIVING DEAD S.T.U.N.




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