Sexy Sady

Unseen Beauty, Untamed Lust
2003-08-09 17:09:41 (UTC)

Need Advice On Shit I Don't Want To Do

After hanging out with my ex boyfriend the other day I came
to the annoying relization that I still having feelings for
him. And seeing as how I just started dated someone who
cares for me and has for a very long time and is very
protective, this is not a good thing. My ex that I speak of
was my friend for over 2 years before we dated, and we both
had feelings for each other then too. Neither one of us
wanted to break up but he was living a few states away at
the time so it didn't make things very convenient. I don't
know if I should tell him or not. I need to get this out
but there's no one to really talk to about it. I want to
tell him, but I think we'd need a lot of booze in us first.
That always makes talking about emotions easier. I just
don't want my current boyfriend knowing. We already broke
up once before because of this guy. And my current
boyfriend has been cleaning up his act so that I might be
with him again, and I don't want to ruin him finishing his
GED and going to college. And my old friend is not at all
good with money. He's 10,000 dollars in debt. But my
current boyfriend is still and has always told me little
white lies and kept things from me as he liked to call it.
I called it straight up lying. And once he's drunk or
heavily stoned I find out everything he's kept from me or
lied to me about by over hearing his conversations with my
friends. I don't know what to do. I want to avoid a soap
opera as much as possible. But I need to get it out or else
I'm going to explode. And that just won't be kosher.




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