PsychoSirus

Inner thoughts of sadness
2003-08-09 07:51:25 (UTC)

look

Cant step foward cant step back, want to help but actions
impossible. Let sleeping dogs lie? Dunno if that works
here, so Ill offer support in what ways I can and hope I am
of some asssssistance. I told myself the next entry would
feature a story. I think I may have lied to my self, good
thing I didnt make myself promise, cuz then Id have to
force someting out and thats never good. Hmm I guess Ill
try something.

He sat there, cold from the rain, looking down at his
street worn sneakers. He stood from the cool grey pavement.
Knowing that sitting there wont do anything good. But he
wanted to lay down and never move again. He looked up at
the cloudy sky, the type of sky that you see right after a
big storm, but no more rain precipatates. Does that mean
the bad things are over? Is it ever like that ine life? The
graying sky yet the worse gone? No. Because it always rains
again. No matter what you do, it'll clear up but only after
awhile, and it'll get cloudy again. He missed the serenity
of the sun. The peacful fluffy clouds that floated across
the light blue sky. He enjoyed the occasional ant crawling
on his hand as he lay in the uncut lawn lookin for pictures
in white blobs in the sky. So peaceful, but everything went
wrong. The sky is gray not blue, the clouds a darger gray
not white. He looked back down at the pavement. Any and all
ants washed away by the recent rainfall. So he walked on.
He walked until he found his sunny day again. Where he
could be happy for a time. But the sunny days always
eventually ended in the dreary, rainy days. In which he
would walk on again. To find another one of his sunny days.


Sorry, I was trying to work on description but what came
out was a boat load of bat guano. This story, from start to
finish was made one word at a time. And regaurdless that
its total and utter crap, its more than others can pull off
sometimes. Weird thing is it was made one word at a time,
not prior thought nor did I think, while typing. Kinda
weird Ive been doin that kinda often. Hmm I dunno, you
wanna let me know what you think, be my guest, if you wanna
remind me it sux, youre at liberty to do so. Peace

~~Sirus




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