out of the blonde came wisdom

all these hints
2003-08-08 03:06:24 (UTC)

no results

I've worked all summer, and I'm still fucking broke !
No matter what I do- everything remains the same.
When I don't do my work, no one seems to notice. When I do, they still
don't notice.
I can be as nice and sweet to my boyfriend as I want and he will react the
same way as he does when I scream at him for hours on end for no
reason. He won't dump me. He thinks this is because he loves me. I
seem to be able to do whatever I want and he remains the same.
Nothing changes. I'm not going anywhere. I seem to tred water but my
hard work isn't paying off. My lack of work has no negative result.
Just because someone loves you, doesn't mean you should be able to
give them shit. Everyone loves me, and I give as much shit as I can. I
can't get anyone to hate me. Not even Chas. I'm bitchy to him, and he
tries harder then ever to make me like him.
why even try anymore ?
School isn't even a challenge. Teachers will bend all the rules if they like
you- and it's hard to find a teacher who will not like me.
I'm not a nice person, and nobody fucking believes me. All they say is
"well maybe your having a bad week; but we all have those weeks"
Even Sex is even getting boring.




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