munkyweasel

Radical Belligerence
2003-08-08 03:04:48 (UTC)

Lie here shaking on this bed

So last night, all those fuckers (Ale, Matt being a mofo
about SummyZ, and other people I don't remember,) and all
that weight of just "everything" got to me. I was about
ready to cry. I slept in my clothes cuz it seemed like that
would be more comfortable.

I forget what I dreamed about, I think it was cool though.

I woke up at like 10. Took off clothing, went back to
sleep. Phone call from someone, not sure who, I am not
familiar with the number.

Woke up again at 2. Don't remember what I did. Ate cereal.
Talked to Micayla online, was messing with her about Katie.
I was really mean too, but it was fun. Talked to Heather,
she is awesome... Holly, she is awesome...

My dad and Michelle went to her school open house, St Lucie
West. I went and ate another TV dinner, I cook them in the
oven, they taste better that way. This one was a Swedish
meatball thingy with umm... egg noodles and it was pretty
good. Amanda and Amber came while I was eating. They left
and said they would come back later after I was done
eating, but how people lie. So I was in suspense for like 2
hours, I knew they wouldn't be coming but I didn't do
anything anyway.

Finally I got online again, and pimped like mad. Heather is
awesome. Holly is awesome. I kinda messed with Katie, it
was fun. But I like to leave them the least bit of hope at
the end, so I did a little flirtation and then left her
with a suggestion to think about making out with me and
hope that I make out with her. And I made it seem that it
will be likely. Which, it probably will be.

Dinnertime. It wasn't that good. French fries and chicken
things. I don't like that chicken, I like actual chicken...
My dad talked about government the whole time, and about
how if I write the T word online they will track me down
and create a file on me. Okay, so he didn't say that much.

Shower, it was okay. We had dinner late (too late, if it
was a schoolnight I would not be able to wake up in the
morning,) so now it is almost 11 and I am still getting
IMs. Go to sleep! I have to wake up at like 5:30 when
school starts. But, I do feel a little better cuz now I
know that there are at least a couple of people who start
school as soon as us.

So I guess I am going to the mall tomorrow. Mel said she
doesn't want her school friends meeting her mall friends,
well I don't really want to make any friends. The fucking
mall kids piss me off enough to want to kill myself. Fuck
the mall kidz. That is important. I gotta blog that.




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