Wildthing1983

Fucking hell goddamnit

Dear Diary,

Well, I can't seem to have any good fucking days period. I
am having a good day yesterday, shit happens. I was having
a fairly good day today, but no I can't even go to the
fucking movies without shit starting and me feeling
horrible. I can't even hang out with my fucking friends
anymore without fucking up. no. I should just pack my shit,
go live in some deserted fucking town. That way no one can
hurt me and I can't hurt anyone. Fucking Christ, I'm so
fucking tired of trying. I'm so very tired. Life is not
worth this. nothing is. I should just take the easy way
out. I really fucking should. I hate my life. The man I
love is with someone else, my best friend is in a different
state, I don't have many friends here worth talking too, I
can't even hang out with the friends I do have either
because they want to spend 24/7 with their girlfriends or
their girlfriends don't like them hanging with me. So much
fucking fun being all by my fucking self. Bullet, knife,
pills, anything. I'm tired of this shit.