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Sara
2003-08-07 23:17:37 (UTC)

ugh...i'm so confused...AGAIN:@

k...well i started talkin to the guy i lyked from b4...well
actually he started talkin to me...he's been callin me an
awful lot and it seems weird cuz he even tried callin me
for Florida!! we live in toronto!!!!!!!!!!!....so ya...i
unno..its weird...i don't lyk him all that much
nemore...but he's bein weird n i unno...i think he might
like me again but then again i think i'm jus bein paranoid
and can't c the fact that he jus wants to be friends....i'm
such a dumbass....*sigh*...i was watchin a movie wif my
friend n i started crying in the middle of it cuz i was jus
thinkin bout everything i did wrong and what i lost and i
guess it got to me, i felt lyk such a loser but i was
really happy that she didn't notice...i can't believe i'm
lettin him get to me once again...damn...and i don't haf
many friends left...i dunno if i trust them nemore...my
life is such shit right now...i unno...but it can b
worse...i wish my crush did lyk me...and he did finally ask
me out..instead of tellin me he lyked me n then doing
absolutely nothing about it:'(...neways...i'm gonna cry
soon so i'm out...




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