Woodsmoke

Montana bound
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2003-08-06 23:54:08 (UTC)

Like a rabbit on Viagra

I've really got to do something about this. There's a part
of me that wants to make a big deal of what Jodi thinks of
me. I do find her attractive, but she's roughly 4 years my
junior, and Andy's sister to boot.

I suppose losing the opportunity with Allison is hitting me
harder than I thought. She's as close as I've ever come to
a dream girl, save Alyssa alone.

Hopefully, I can set up something with Jessica soon. I
know, she won't solve my problem, but I'm hoping that some
time and activities with her will at least alleviate my
mind for a little while and give me some time to think.
Possibly even come up with some kind of solution.

I woke up this morning in such a mood as to get on nearly
anything with a vagina and breasts. I'm sick of trying to
control myself, I've been doing that for 18 years. All it
ever accomplished was to bottle up all the urges a teenage
boy has until they all blew out when I changed my
lifestyle. What I really need is to find a girl who can
help me release all this pressure so I don't go insane.
Not Jessica. She's a friend and willing to help sometimes,
but that's only once every other week, at best. That
leaves a lot of time for it to build up again.

I just hope I find some kind of solution to all this soon.


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